really frustrated....

So Jack came home last night until midnight. It was nice but it was like he wasn't there. All he talked about was work. Then dealing with one of his workers. Then we get a phone call at my house at 9:30pm. It's everyone he works with drunk and telling him to leave his family and get drunk with them. Now he never left to go but it was like everyone had to say a word to him. Even the girls. Like REALLY, that kinda upset me. Why the fuck do you need to get on the phone and shit. Apparently the are all that comfortable with each other after only a month. Weird to me. I mean seriously would you get on the phone drunk to your boss and tell him to get his ass to the bar. Not no but HELL NO!!! Then he promised me in the morning he would call the auto repair shop to tell him we aren't going to give him $500 for a new battery and to clean the throttle body. So of course I can't get a hold of him and he never called. So I and the Guy was a total douche bag. He charged me full price for the looking at my car fucking tool. Oh and I called a taxi to bring me to the auto repair shop and after an hour and a half of standing in 30 degree weather freezing my ass off. My neighbor said she would give me a ride. So thankful..... gave her ten bucks well worth it. Then from everything happening I am a total bitch to Jack. Ugh.... I feel so bad beside this shit is hard. He lives with these people and now we are on the back burner. I am so used to being so close to him that I will definitely admit I am jealous....hurt and lonely......

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