OMG!!!!!!!!!

I turned 31 today...................HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Movie

SO we went to the premiere of twilight last night at 12:10am. So we get there 30 minutes early thinking we had plenty of room to get good seats WRONG!! Every little girl and boys for high school and JR high was there. Should have figured since the books are after all for young readers DUH. We sit there waiting and torched by listening to the immaturity of today's youth. I decided to chomp on my nachos louder so I didn't have to listen but every time I took a sip of my soda pop, my ear caught something and I rolled my eyes.Finally the movie starts and they all start screaming.OMG it was annoying, When the begin credits started every name they screamed at, every time there was a joke they laughed like it was the funniest thing they have EVER heard....OK OK besides all that the movie was pretty good. My eyes were glued watching what I read in the book. It weird to read a book first and then see the movie. Books are better because of the details but it awesome to see it in a movie.OH YEAH its only about the first book. For some dumb ass I am I thought it was about them all. I know I am retarded OK. LOL but I enjoyed the movie extremely. Cute love story....We got home at 3am NEVER AGAIN

WELL..

Not much has been going on, I have been busy with Lock's school work. This is something I clearly DID NOT RESEARCH! It is kinda getting easier everyday. So friday night I went to play softball with Jacks team. I won the game thank you very much. :P Then we were invited to this bar & grill for drinks, Well Jack's BFF got so waisted he decided to text me all night. Jack was PISSED. He was still texting when we got home and Jack was text back trying to get him to say stuff so he could go to his house ans kick his ass. Well nothing happened but apologies. Honestly I feel weird around him now. All uncomfortable and shit. So I try to sta away as much as possible now. Sat & Sunday were lazy days. We did go to dinner last night for our anniversary. We went to Claim Jumpers....This was a classy one though, really nice to have a date. We never go out on our anniversary but this was lovely. So I cut & dyed my hair dark brown. So yeah its black now. It's amazing how much better you feel after you get your hair did :P. TOMORROW!!!!! is going to SUCK this will be the 1 year anniversary of my grandma passing. I was a total wreck when it happen, I just hope that I will not think about to much to depress myself again. I love and miss my grandma so much, it sucks when I need questions answer and she's not a phone call away anymore...............

OVER THE HILL

So I am turning 31 on the 25th.....Our Anniversary is on the 16th.......AND MONSTER turns 2 on the 30th.....Thanksgiving is hopefully going to be OK, just because we are going to my cousins. Not sure how that going to be. I will DEF eat and then LEAVE!!! I also just want to thank my SISTER for bailing out on me this Thanksgiving! YOU FUCKING SUCK!!! You owe me :P......

I LOVE........

the twilight series!!!!! Jack and BFF constantly are making fun of me, because I have the book in my face and could careless of any company we have. I am on book 4 and I am dreading the end of it. I REALLY enjoyed reading these books. I wish they they would go on forever..... I am so excited that there is a movie and YES I am going on the 21st for our anniversary. Dinner and a Movie!!!! 13 YEARS....I am not surprised we stuck it out this long, any relationship is a give shit and take shit world and why not love them one minute and hate them the next now and forever.RIGHT!!! hehehehehe :P Oh yeah my diziet if going god damn wonderful, I just wish I would just wake up and POOOOF!!! its all gone but thats NOT reality. It was hard at first but I am sticking it out. IF anyone has anymore really good books to read HOLLA AT CHA GURL!!!!!!

Since Halloween......

SO I haven't gotten used to using this blogger, I am sure as time passes I will remember to use it. HEE :P I am damn sure you really don't want a day to day replay of my life. RIGHT!!!! So my sister decided to have my nieces' birthday the day after Halloween, and we figured all us of would go to visit have Halloween there and go to the party. It was truly a fun weekend!!! There is nothing like being with loved ones. I miss seeing them......even if I live 90 miles away. I am the happiest when they are around. While we were at the birfday partay we were talking about TV series we watch. I mentioned one on HBO about vampires and my aunt told me to read these books by Stephanie Meyers...OK I wish she never told me because I went and bought the first book Twilight, (Shock's voice) OMG!! I got hooked, I just finished the second book all this in a matter of 5 days. I always tell people I really need a good book to read but nothing really sounded like it was interesting. She also told me there is a movie out for it. I saw it before and thought it was going to be a TV series and hoping to add it to my DVR list of series I watch religiously. It turned out be be a movie that I AM going to see. I seem like a DORK. I really don't fucking care what anyone thinks this chick is gooood. I am excited to see it!! Anywho, We have been doing great, Brandon is getting better. It's kinda weird how he has changed since I took him out of that school. We meet his teacher on Monday to start the process of home school, but it's only for a this year. I hopefully can make a difference so he can be happy and not so hostile to everyone. Time will tell.

The start

So I have been wanted to start a diet to get back to my original size (6), Not sure if I will get to be that small but its worth a try right!!! So I have been looking into diet plans (liquid) and a friend of the family is doing Optifast. Ok my insurance doesn't cover these diets only a nutrition class yyyyyaaaaawwwwnnnnn. So I am doing the trailer trash way and starting Slimfast. I am starting tomorrow. The reason I am starting is because I know I have been a pretty big girl after having Shock and then not losing the weight and then getting prego with Monster didn't help either. I REALLY realize when I saw a picture of me from a friend this passed weekend. HUGE!!! WHALE!!!!! I am so embarrassed by the way I have let myself go. Not anymore............ November 4th in my start to a new BEGINNING!!!! Wish me luck. Its hard having 4 kids in the house. All that junk but my pictures I am plastering all over the house should help hahahahaha. My poor family hehehehehehe..............................AGAIN WISH ME LUCK
BEFORE PIC
This is a picture from the beginning of the year because I never take pictures knowing how huge I am...